Motivation

I start to think that i should quit because i may have a antitalent for the game
I am not progressing I am regessing. I losse constanly rating in exercise.
But maninly i lost the last game badly when i was completly dominating in the beginning. Since that did happen more than once I am losing motivation

I also had this problem but in chess.
I was regressing for whole week, losing game that I was winning, missing opportunities that I normally can see and etc.
I was so demotivated so I stopped playing chess for 2 month.
After 2 month I started progressing again and reached higher milestone.

If you feel losing motivation and not playing well, I recommend you take a step away from shogi and rest for a while.
I don't know if it helps or not but it definitively helped me :D

That was one idea, problem is i still have some active games sp i cannot realy make a pause.
And risgining would be rude and so would be a final cut